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Wednesday, 22 December 2010 || 06:52
Another random post that get into my mind when I was bathing this afternoon. Hehe. What!? You never bathe before meh? :P
Hehe, anyway I was like bathing half way (fyi, I took a long time to bathe thats why I think bathing is a waste of time but we've to.) & I remember how young Venessa behaved and throw her tantrums (fyi agn, I'm a very very very cmi little girl when i was young I demanded for everything. I will eventually get my "things". I've a bloody super da xiao jie behavior. I still have it now. :/ But not as serious now.) I used to have birthday partehh every year. I totally missed that! I'm somehow kinda princessy when I was young cause everyone dote me since young. Even like my grandma's friends those unknown aunties uncles. Thats most probably the reason why I'm so demanding when i'm young. & present I got was absolutely good at my age the last time. I will throw my temper to my mom just because of the scorching sun made me hot. So dumb right? I'll fight with my brother and really hit him real hard just because I want something although that something is not what I need is just because I don't wna lose to him. More stupid. I'll stare really fiercely at my dad just because he's irritating.
Thats me. :p I once got depression before. Before I was being dote and all. My dad is really strict towards me he expect my maths to be really really good which I did when I was in primary school, till primary 3 only (because since then he don't really strict to me). He will beat me when I don't know how to do. He'll bang my head against the table till my mouth I bleed. He uses belt and whipped me. This is how scary can he be. Thats the reason why I got depression. Ever since then I had it, almost everyone treated me well. I mean dote me. My parents dote me too but not too much because now & i'm glad so too. Because if not, I'll be like a bloody bitchy person now.
& I really think its' a very fortunate thing to live in Singapore. We've a shelter, food, warmth, love... almost everything. I'm really a person that can't stand hunger, cold or even something gross will freak me out like hell. Seriously. K, end my random post. I just want to say I'm really happy now to have all these.
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